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I know that my ex-bf was not simply using me for money BUT I believe that as a lifelong drug addict, he doesn't know how NOT to use the people he loves. I am currently in a relationship with a non-incarcerated man and I'm very happy. He apologized profusely for his actions last year but for me, the emotional damage had been done.
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Not long after we broke up, he got himself clean but I wouldn't take him back. I still correspond with him but only as a friend. He had no problem spending MY last dime on drugs and I couldn't be with someone who didn't care if I welt hungry or was living on the street, as long as he had his drugs. I realize that drug addiction changes a person but I gave him many chances to turn things around and he just never did. I needed someone in my life who was looking out for ME (as I did with him). In January of this year, I broke things off with him. I couldn't believe he was doing this because we used to have the most beautiful relationship and I honestly believed in him for a very long time. He had no problem lying to me and using MY money to finance his habit. When he finally got out of solitary in October 2020, he went right back to drugs. While he was in the hole, I wrote letters to him every single day to try and support him any get him to change his ways. That's two months total in solitary confinement. He got put into the hole twice last summer/early autumn for drug possession.
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My incarcerated boyfriend had been caught with drugs and I was beside myself trying to figure out how to help him. The last few times I posted on here were back in the summer of 2020. Hey, I was just browsing this site for the first time in a long time and saw your post. I wish I'd taken my own advice one year ago. I never thought he would lie to me like that and the sad thing is I knew for a long time that he was lying to me but I kept giving him the money so he wouldn't get in trouble in there for owing money to dealers. Putting money on their canteen is okay, but sending out $200 a week or more to other inmates' families for 'coffee' or 'a new blanket' is NOT. My advice to anyone writing to an incarcerated pen pal (whether or not they are romantically involved with him) is that it's ok if you want to help out a LITTLE with money, but don't ever use Cashapp, Venmo, PayPal, or anything of the sort. I just trusted him too much and I wanted to help so much. I keep thinking 'If I'd just told him from the start that I can't afford to give him any money, maybe we'd still be together and this whole mess wouldn't have happened'.
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I never want to go back to that place again. And while I am very happy with my life now, there was a period back in November/December 2020 when things were very dark and hopeless, before I ended things in January of this year.